It's not that you're giving up on that person or not willing to go through the ups and downs that may approach you, it's refusing to be with that person knowing there's another on their mind. If you know they won't be giving you 100%, then why sacrifice for them?

-Me

Can love last?

I'm trying so hard to find the answer, do all first loves not last? Do they eventually fizzle out?Does all of the passion, romance and inseparableness disappear? Because I can't seem to find one couple, one married couple of first loves, first Valentine's, first real kiss, first everything that has made it through the trials and tribulations of life. Why must perfect things come to an end? How can something so amazing just end like that? I'm really in awe with love at the moment...I really am starting to think that love is a phase, that it eventually comes to an end and you start all over again with someone new. But there's a part of me that wants so badly to be wrong, that part of me hopes that maybe I'll be the exception, that love and life will prove me wrong and things will somehow work out.

Like you've never been hurt.

They say "the best way to love is to love like you've never been hurt" but that's just naive. If you've been hurt by the one you love/loved you shouldn't forget it but remember it and forgive, move forward keeping in mind what it felt like to be hurt and use that pain to make better choices and avoid that feeling at all costs.

Such a beautiful song and video.<3

Open Diary #1.

The crazy thing about love is you never know when to let it go and move on. It gives you a feeling of hope that no matter how bad the situation may be, some how things will go back to being blissfully amazing. I don't know why but somehow I let my mind be convinced by my heart that all the past didn't happen, I forget the pain and heartbreak that I went through and all that I can think of is wanting you. But the moment I come to my senses I realize that we may not be meant for each other, that maybe we're holding on to the past and wanting it back, but it doesn't fit into the future. The only problem is neither of us know, only God knows if things will work out. I guess what I really have to do is pray and let God lead my decisions.

Wet N Wild:Single eyeshadow Truflee

I used it as a base shadow. This Wet N Wild eyeshadow cost $1.99 and was worth every penny.

Wet N wild: I got good jeans trio and graphite cream eyeshadow

Left to right: Wet N Wild graphite cream eyeshadow, gold,dark blue and sky blue pearlish from I got good jeans trio)

I saw this trio pallet(I Got Good Jeans) in CVS and I couldn't resist buying it, I paid $1.99(original price 2.99) because there was a sale on the Wet N Wild makeup products. I didn't expect the shadows to be so pigmented because of the cheap yet amazing price, but they were surprisingly better than my Maybelline shadow duo. They blended effortlessly and it even tells you where to put them, as it's imprinted on each shadow. I'm so going to buy more colors.

I also bought the Wet N Wild black cream shadow in "graphite" to use as a base for my smokey eye looks. It goes on really creamy and kinda sheer but once you go over it about 3 times it is perfect and basically opaque. I was super impressed and will also buy this again.